What happens when you don’t Me Pay the Ransom of $1,000,000 within an hour. And, OH NO, It wasn’t staged.
Slaptastically not Humorous
Life is full of unexpected things. Some good, some bad. But as bad as things seem, just look back and see what the reality of it is… You have felt low before, but you had a smile on your face at some point after it. Life only moves forward. No sense in looking back, unless to enjoy moments with friends. I can say, that My world has changed, and for the better. Because of a little boy unexpectedly joining us in this world, I have been up and down. Ultimately, I am over joyed with everything that he has brought. Even the 6 wake ups a night during his sick times, and changing poopy diapers at 3am. Without him, who knows… I might be the same immature stupid head that I used to be. But actually having a focus, a happy focus, has been good for me. I will NEVER look back and regret what is now. So, in conclusion, Its not as bad as I first thought. Even when the unexpected was drastic. It all is focusing on joy, and the ones who bring it. I have a reason for life, and his name is Skye Gabriel
I don’t know why…
…But I want to not be doing this anymore. The work thing. I just want a job that doesn’t feel like a job. I want to lose myself into my work and enjoy doing it. I don’t want to be someones slave anymore.
(Angry+Blah=current attitude towards work)
It always seems, don’t it?
When you finally figured out what you want to do with your life, and find out that it is to late to do it. I’m there. 9month+8months later, I’m to late. But at least I have something else to look forward to.
Isn’t It just Like That…
I dont think I could be any more confused with life… Parents, to being a parent, to life in general. This, at this time, is not where I am supposed to be.
Another note: UGH!
